Happy Birthday Suk Chey ~

生日快樂，又老了一歲。

今年还是大人了！:P

The birthday girl with her cake.

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I haven’t got other pictures except those I took, which is pretty little.

Today was fun, considering that the common test and exam dates are drawing closer.

Next up is Jing Ting’s birthday.

Marina Barrage here we come.

I’ve been wondering.. who is the one who has been visiting this page so frequently..

Sorry to disappoint whoever you are, but I haven’t been updating because there seems no reason to.

Lunar New Year is coming isn’t it, but it sure doesn’t feel like it.

The festive mood isn’t in this house anymore.

No ang baos this year or the next to come either.

Not like those I collected was much anyway, but at least it was something.

Too bad my paternal grandparents etc are in malaysia, if not I would be getting more than what I’ve been getting for the past 19 years.

Of course lunar new year isn’t just about the money, it’s about.. I don’t know..

It used to be time to visit my maternal grandmother, but now she’s been gone for 5 years now so.. the past 5 years was kind of meaningless.

This is what happens when you don’t have a close-knitted extended family.

Cousins? What cousins, I don’t even know their names and I can assume they don’t know ours either.

That’s life, a lonely one that is.

My family only consists of 5 people.

My extended family?

Still the 5 of us.

HAHAHAHA.

No one but us.

Don’t know if I should laugh or cry.

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I wonder why peers of the same age seem to tell me that my hand writing is nice.

Truth is that I don’t think it’s nice at all.

But of course it’s better than scribbles.

At least its legible.

Been writing my GMP notes, and well.. There’s just too much information.

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休息是為了走更遠的路。

這条路還是滿長的嘛！

真不知道什麼時候才能走完阿。。

可是這不是猶豫不決的時候，要勇敢的面對現實了。

(The magic of han yu ping yin. )

It’s the start of the common test/exam period again, which just so happens to clash with the chinese lunar new year. This would be the last time to spend the chinese new year as a polytechic student. Sometimes, I use to think how this course wasn’t my first choice and all the other negative thoughts. Well, looking back.. My thoughts now are.. If I wasn’t in this course, would I still have the chance to meet all the people that I’ve met within these 3 years? I’m glad to know each and every one of you that I met within these 3 years. Now’s the time for a new chapter in everyone’s life. See you at graduation.

Been looking at the courses available at NUS.

Well, kind of interested with one of the undergraduate courses available at the Faculty of Art and Social Sciences.

Firstly, to be able to make it in.. It would take a miracle.

But still, I’m going to give it a try.

The $10 spend on application isn’t a big deal.

What matters is at least I gave myself a chance to try.

At the end of the day, I know I tried and that is all that matters isn’t it.

As the chinese say, ‘期望越高，失望越高’.

I’ll look at it with a open mind.

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I’ve always wanted to blog my thoughts, however it seems that whenever the page opens, I’ll forget what I wanted to say.

Just my way of trying to show the world how I think.

Strangers have commented on it and well, nice to know there are other people reading it.

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Somehow, the future seems bleak.

It isn’t nice not knowing what is ahead.

The road ahead – filled with many obstacles.

How do I overcome them, I do not know.

Let it come naturally then, shouldn’t I.

Haven’t been blogging recently because.. I’ve been spending a lot of my time playing. But it’s also because I have no idea what to talk about anymore. Life is pretty mundane nowadays. My routine on weekdays is.. wake up, prepare for school and then after school going home and so.. the cycle repeats. It’s the last semester before graduation and I’ve still got no idea what to choose to study at the university level. I’m at a cross road – should I go work, or continue my studies. Ironic part about that is that I still haven’t got any idea of what interests me and what is really marketable when finding a job. After all, at the end of the studying life.. you’ll still have to find a job isn’t it.

Talking about school – It’s been fun studying there. Been trying to pull up my socks for the last semester and its been kind of successful. But we’ll see.